i miss you.

if you ask me how many times you ran through my mind i will only say once because you will never even left. it is funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces. should i smile cause you are my friend or cry cause that all we will never be. it is hard to wait around to something that you know it will never happen. but it is hard to stp when you know it is always what u wanted. never make someone you are everything, because when they are gone, you are left with nothing. sometimes it feel like thing that will never gonna change but then you look back and realize they will never be the same.

sab, this is for you.

We make our paths ,
We're independent .
We dump our boyfriends.
And we do our hair anyway we would like .
We figure out , that we are attractive .
And we look around ,
And now we loved to live the single life .
And then we tell ourselves well never fall in love again .
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand ,
That we have never really been in love before
And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long as hes around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your eyes .
Perfectly right with this guy .
I know its wierd ,
But we are connected .
And in some strange and crazy way I think ,
That we have always been .
And now he's here ,
And he says he loves me .
And it feels so right ,
And In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night .
But I just told myself I will not fall in love again .
But he just came around and then he made me understand ,
That I have never really been in love before.
And yes ,
I know you might get impatient .
But look around ,
He might be walking right in front of you .
And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning .
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning ,
Hes the one ,
He is the one .

sorry, babe.

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when i realise that i am not enough wonderful.
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry
I'm done I just can't do this anymore
So let's stop pretending now
And I think we should head for the finish line
i am so sorry babe.

i wanted you.

i wanted you to be there when i fall.
i wanted you to see me through it all.
i wanted you to be the one i loved.
i wanted you to hold me in my sleep.
i wanted you to show me what i need.
i wanted you to know just how down deep.
i wanted you to hug me when i sad.
i wanted you to kiss on my cheek when i down.
i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh.
i wanted you to fight for me.
i wanted you to feel the same with me.
i wanted you to see what real courage is.
i wanted you to write a song for me.
i wanted you to do something for me.
i wanted you to smile because of me.
i wanted you to be everything that's you.
i wanted you to look at me.
i wanted you to connect with me.
i wanted you to believe what am i believe.
i wanted you to know what we know that.

half of a love song

Flower accepts withering
Wind accepts searching
There are still some alright injuries in the heart
I accept your decision
Who will hold you tight
What song will you sing to make her happy
I wonder when the sky will turn sunny
Earth never stops for anyone
How happy your are tomorrow has nothing to do with me
Our love is a song half sung
Time changes the habit
Heals the wound
And cancels my qualification to think of you
Your blessing is half sweet, half bitter
Like the cold cocoa in my hand
The most, most regretful is always the unfinished
The song I could only sing half
Whether I'm happy tomorrow only concerns me
Our love is a song half sung
Time changes the habit
Heals the wound
And cancels my qualification to think of you
Your blessing is half sweet, half bitter
Like the cold cocoa in my hand
The most, most regretful is always the unfinished
Other half of the song

bbq!!

just came back from sab's housse barbeque. damm hot there but so syok. all friends were there and everyone were so siao that time. haha. tomorow stil need going for pei er house barbeque. lols. so hopeful. sure very syok also d. haha. but another way, the school holiday is coming soon. lols. sienz la. exam is coming soon also. geram. haihs. chap siao it already. after my chinese new year holiday just discuss it again la. haha.

valentine day...

tomorrow is valentine day already.
a very special valentine day.
who's present that u hope will take it on tomorrow?
this question sab ask me yst.
when i am thinking.
she tell me..
sure is him la..
yea. that is true. but i dint tel her. i just say who's want i also duwan.
lol.