finally...

you've finally said it out loud..
that it's been a long time since you've love me...
why do you have to lower your head?
you know you can't fool me with this joke...
but this isn't a joke...
but evading giving your reason for leaving me...
what else can i do???
you no longer love me...
i love you from the beginning, is that still not enough???
what else must i do you just won't leave me???
i know u no longer want to continue looking at me...
you whole heartedly want to leave me...
i also finally said it out loud...
that i actually very love you but never eranestly said it...
maybe it is my fault...
that i cared so much about you but stored it all in my heart...
don't ask me why...
because my reason is i love you...
there isn'y anything that needs forgiving...
my smiles are somewhat forced...
you know i've always been able to hide my sorrow...
i don't want to see you this weary...
keep hoping you will give me another chance...
my shivering hand is graping nothing but wind...