gray riverbank.

finished a cup of cappuccino takes 7minutes and 31 seconds. saying "i love you" only takes 3.3 seconds. in 4 seconds, i can delete 5 junks of text message. only with an 18 seconds fast rotation can become one person. our relationship ended after 1 month. i think this relationship is shorter than other one else. waiting till there is no time to say anything. thinking about the uneasy moods i had before. you dint come in time to bring me to the scene. i remember u once said, we need to observe the night together. i pretend to think i am heartless. your face cannot be dispersed in my brain. i want to take back what i said, courage is still hide inside my heart. i am unable to give u that kind of feelings. we go back to being friends. the loneliness, the secrets, are still place in the bottom of my heart and will be left in my memories. i am losing memories of you. from now on, we will see each other with our identities as friends.

new picture.

all the new picture already uploaded in facebook. everyone can go and view my profile if dont mine. and u will feel that our "gang"'s friendship is very good such as a family. =)

sunday.

had a nice day with all my lover in gurney today. 24th July. a very memorable day. that can said that first, celebrated keh's birthday. second, wish each other have a good result and hope each other have a healthy bodies. =) take a lot of picture today. the picture will be upload soon. maybe tomorrow. =D watched despicable me today. hahahaha. in 3D. what a cute and funny agnes. love u so much. okay la. will be continue soon. =D

random.

while teacher was teaching in front of me, i draw this because it was too bored.

it is over.

my tears run down like razorblades. and no, i am not the one to blame. it is you or it is me. and all the words we never say. come out and now we are all ashamed. and there is no sense to playing game when you already done you all can do. now it is over. i wish that i would take it back. i love my sense of wrong and right i cry.i just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i led. i am falling apart. i am breaking your heart. don't tell me that we could be together again. we cant be forever. i know you don't think i am trying. you always thought that i am stronger. i may have fail but i have love you from the start. breathe in so deep and remember me when you are asleep. listening to the song we use to sing in the car, do you remember. it is playing on repeat and just like that we would meet again. i am torn to do i have to. when you are sitting next to me, will bring life into my deepest hope.

eclipse!!!

actually i am not the fan of eclipse. but i also want to watch the movie. cause everyone told me that the movie is quite nice and Jacob is very entao in the movie. of course reality also eatao. lalalalala~~~~ =) no one want to watch with me. majority of my friends watched it already. just left me. wt(...).. cannot like that laa. my mum dont want watch that with me. my bro went to watched that just now when i am in the tuition. here, i want tell daddy that: " daddy, fetch me gurney to watch eclipse bolehkah? saya belanja kamu la." muahahahaha. =D

you are my sunshine...

you are my sunshine...
my only sunshine...
you makes my happy...
when the skies are grey...
you never know, dear...
how much i love you...
please don't take my sunshine away...
the other night, dear...
as i lay sleeping...
i dreamt i held you...
in my arms...
when i awoke, dear...
i am mistaken...
so i hung my head and cried...

starting...far away from netball

i don't like netball now. i don't know what am i thinking also. everything about netball also will let felt that it was so shit and what can i do. keep skipping the activities until the year end? maybe. and i am planning to do like this. but luckily, i get the permission from my parents. i skipped the activity today. and the competition is coming soon. but i don't think that i will take part on it. okay. stop thinking about that and i must concentrate to my study now. pmr is coming and of course my school monthly is nearer. Read Read Read!!! start from now. skip everything that is useless for me. use the time for studying and maybe that is better. =)

weird wednesday!

Yesterday , we went to the cycle park for pandu duty. that was quite tired and sleepy when we were on the duty. lol. sabrina was my partner. and we make a lot of fun while duty so that we wont be too sleepy. after finished perli each other, we started to take a lot of picture. muahahahaha!!! acting serious while duty, funny in the reality. hahahahaha. we worked there from 7am to 2pm and we skiped the class. haha. of course we skiped the stupid "ming ju" test also. luckily!!! but unfortunately, we dint realised that day have so many homework to do. at night, went to gurney with my mummy. bought a pair of shoes and ate "rotiboy" there. =)

都过了...

曾经让人刻苦铭心...
也告诉自己不可以再有第二次...
或许现在已经不相信了...
或许在心中已经没有了...
曾经有个人问我...
我愿意再有第二次吗...
想了很久...
终于想到了...
我不会接受...
因为已经不确定自己是不是还喜欢....
如果在一起...
就一定会再分开...
既然知道了会有这样的结果...
那就不要再有第二次...
因为已经清楚了解自己不能再有第二次...
而现在我只记得...
我爱过也恨过...

read it!

sabrina chee ke yin, congrats! finally, your wish came true. the the suggestion just depend on you now. heard mine, dnt try to think anything and just do what you want. not everyday and everytimes also got the chance. the miracle just will came true to someone in the world. i know you like him. of course i know. who am i? hehehehehe!!!! and dont said that i with him is posible. that was past tense. just let it go. =D just came back from gurney's cinema for movie who name as "flirting scholar2". damm funny and u must watch it if you are free. really! and the "tong pak fu" very entao. show you as below who is the "tong pak fu". haha. he is my husband. [OS: learn it from chialynn.]

Thursday.

what was going on? thursday. parents visited to my class teacher. of course not because of my disiplin. that day was report card day. actually i name it as "card day". wuahahahahaha.!!!!! my mther came at 1230pm. and very ngam, the headmisstres was rounding the canteen as a security police. and when she saw my mum, she came to 3P2 class table and sit in front of me. lol. what should i said?? [OS: what happen to this headmisstress? got problem izit? sit in front of me for what? please far away from me.] and she started to take a seech to my mum about the prefect's things. she chat with my mum about 15minutes. finally, she said its okay and we can leave the place already. and she dint said anything about my result to my mother. =D

germany, WIN!!!

at 10pm until 12am, Germany vs Argentine. that was such a war. everyone tried to take the cup back to their country. lol. and finally, who win???? of course, is Germany la!!! because Klose was inside. lol. quite nervouse when watching that at mr.pot. everyone was tried to support their team. and Germany win Argentine for 4:0. haha. and now i just know that David Beckham is quite entao. haha.