it is over.

my tears run down like razorblades. and no, i am not the one to blame. it is you or it is me. and all the words we never say. come out and now we are all ashamed. and there is no sense to playing game when you already done you all can do. now it is over. i wish that i would take it back. i love my sense of wrong and right i cry.i just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i led. i am falling apart. i am breaking your heart. don't tell me that we could be together again. we cant be forever. i know you don't think i am trying. you always thought that i am stronger. i may have fail but i have love you from the start. breathe in so deep and remember me when you are asleep. listening to the song we use to sing in the car, do you remember. it is playing on repeat and just like that we would meet again. i am torn to do i have to. when you are sitting next to me, will bring life into my deepest hope.