i miss you.

if you ask me how many times you ran through my mind i will only say once because you will never even left. it is funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces. should i smile cause you are my friend or cry cause that all we will never be. it is hard to wait around to something that you know it will never happen. but it is hard to stp when you know it is always what u wanted. never make someone you are everything, because when they are gone, you are left with nothing. sometimes it feel like thing that will never gonna change but then you look back and realize they will never be the same.