I hope I am a cheerful girl... I hope I can bring laughter to others is not the sorrow... I am the girl you like？？I wish I were. No longer in silence，I want to be that the most chaotic... Please do not call me when you want to quietly... I hope I can show you that i was the girl who is very easy. =) Please remember this picture, my face was always kind

my meeting..

Everytime when i am trying, i felt that u all are always stay far apart from me. =( Why?? I was laughing when i am trying to mixed with u guys, but sometimes it let me felt like better i don't do it. lols. Maybe i am a stupid or idiot, i don't think that u guys will know i am tying harder. Sometimes i will try to show u guys a pair of friendly eyes, maybe sometimes it was too obvious and unnatural, but i just want to show that i am not that kind of girl that are difficult to get along. My laughter is hiding a bit of sadness and uncomfortable, but please give me sometimes. I need to change it be a peace smile. =) I am not deliberately because i really not that kind of girl. Please accept my girl is such. I was not staring you but i was just looking at what u do. I am quiet because i know that i can't be too over because i know sometimes u can't accept with what i said. I just don't want to make anyone become sad so i don't like and scared for talking too much. I like to have a friends or even buddies like u guys and i promised that i won't be emo when i was sick all better. I am sure that i am not a sad girl, perhaps i cannot afford to make me feel sick. I do not want to say something，i just want to be frank only.

my meeting..

Everytime when i am trying, i felt that u all are always stay far apart from me. =( Why?? I was laughing when i am trying to mixed with u guys, but sometimes it let me felt like better i don't do it. lols. Maybe i am a stupid or idiot, i don't think that u guys will know i am tying harder. Sometimes i will try to show u guys a pair of friendly eyes, maybe sometimes it was too obvious and unnatural, but i just want to show that i am not that kind of girl that are difficult to get along. My laughter is hiding a bit of sadness and uncomfortable, but please give me sometimes. I need to change it be a peace smile. =) I am not deliberately because i really not that kind of girl. Please accept my girl is such. I was not staring you but i was just looking at what u do. I am quiet because i know that i can't be too over because i know sometimes u can't accept with what i said. I just don't want to make anyone become sad so i don't like and scared for talking too much. I like to have a friends or even buddies like u guys and i promised that i won't be emo when i was sick all better. I am sure that i am not a sad girl, perhaps i cannot afford to make me feel sick. I do not want to say something，i just want to be frank only.

suddenly...

hahaha~~~~~ i look back to the "i need a girl" video. Suddenly i cant imagine that what will be the image when all of us dance a perfect combined dance.. hahaha!!!

today.

Had a meeting at Sabrina's house today. lols. Laugh die me. Had a great and funny day with them today. But who are them??? Want know??? I tell u....me, Sabrina, Wei Wei. Pei Er, Kah Heng, Kevin, Nelson and Nicholas. =))) They let me know that i am going to have a memorable camp in this year. =) We always played together and all the scouts were always bully our guides. =))) *just kidding* Bully is our communicate ways. =) Look so different right??? Good la. We practised our guides dance, scouts dance and of course combined dance today. Laugh die me again. =D We have four pair in this combined dance and we are dancing the song which is our lovely idol's song name as "i need a girl". Go watch the movie if u are free please. Every dance steps is close to each other. Everyone felt so shy from the start and luckily we felt more comfortable and starting to play and dance with each other. =)) haha. The four pairs which is Kah Heng vs Sabrina, Kevin vs Pei Er, Wei Wei vs Nicholas and Me vs Nelson. lols. The Nelson dont know want how punya. When we were dancing, he keep on laughing. I want to take a thing and stuck on his mouth. It make me laugh non stop when i look he laugh. lols. If u is me, I believe u will have the same expression with me too. haha!!! lols. Having a meeting on tomorrow at Sabrina's house again. =))) I am waiting for great day and we will start our banner tomorrow. =))) Btw, i want to complain a thing which is why the meeting time so long one??? From 10.30am until 7pm. =((( I am a sicker u know. Haha. Nvm. I am going gym after meeting also. Who want to floow me??? =)))

3 November

Totally forget to update my blog yesterday. =))) because really too tired d. sorry. =/ Yesterday had a meeting near kevin and pei er's house there. lols. Actually both of them live damm close d. Then after my school, I, Sabrina and Nicholas went to Kamdar and Young One to buy the banner's cloth and pelaka by bus. lols. Actually our beloved Ul should be following one, but maybe was let me kek tiok then he go back before the bus come. haha. sorry and please forget about it , UL. On the way back to the meeting's place, let the "siao ta po" chased me and Sabrina. Scared die me man. A lot of photo was taking during we were waiting the bus at the Prangin Bus Station. =))) It was raining yesterday. i thought that i will be nothing after get rain but mana tau, fever in the morning. My mum dint even scold me also. But my friend was scolding me. lalalala~~~ nhahah. They look like my mum and i am a baby. =))))))))) waiting for tomorrow meeting d. should be more fun . =0)

gossip!!!

wow!!! today i went for meeting and had nothing to do there. just wait for our beloved UL there until everyone want siao d. then slowly we started gossip about the Kah Heng which is our beloved UL. hahahaa. He must let us gossip a while because this is his hukuman. haha. sorry yea. our beloved UL. =)))