I've never been sure I was not still like you. All you have done for me, again and again so I'm disheartened. Might say that I really love and hate it for you. . . Ignored again and again, and made my life for you and turn faster. Why? Why do you is the ability to make me become like this? But you always ignored again and again later, let me get back the original feeling. This is love? Honestly, I really do not know. You make it hard to smile and you make it hard to breathe. Why do you do this to me? I've cried for you. :'( These day aren't easy anymore. All the words we never say come out, and now we are all ashamed. I lose my sense of wrong and right and i cry. I just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i led but i wont let it die. Please stay close to me and please don't go away.