Special for Sabrina Chee Ke Yin. :)

In addition we are also blessed with love
Happy Valentine's chat with good friends
Lovely to talk about the other half done
Always make a lot of happiness and sweet
We must be lovers in the life
Only have so much understanding of the soul
I love when he occasionally turn on your enemy
Jealous of the innocence makes me laugh out loud
You are the driver when I lost
You love me when the doctor seriously injured
You become too impulsive crows stop me flying dangerously
You talk nonsense with me is an idiot
You are the demons of my heart freed the Prophet
You are the dowry is my most precious collection
You do not nod I do not marry a man
I am a dowry, please take me in your side

2011！

The first day of 2011, to be honest, I do not really that happy. May feel that in the four-year life without her laughter may be too little, and I may have become quiet a lot of it. Have done everything together, have changed. Never mind. The new year, new hope, new beginning. I am also a time to get used to. Hope everyone will have a happy year. Also hope that 2012 does not exist. Ha ha!

My dear.

My dear, Sabrina Chee Ke Yin, my good friend forever! Finally, she also had to change schools. Transferring to Chung Ling private. How sad am I? :"( What the Hack!!! She can not sit next to me was. We can no longer met every day. I can not perli her every day. So sad! Even if there is tutorial, we can not, like, because we have chosen are not the same department. Fortunately, however, there is the presence of mathematics and advanced mathematics, so that each of us can see at least once a week. I will MISS her! Very sad, I actually NOT the first to know. Lynn told me about that. When I heard, honestly, I have scared, but the feeling after the heart is, I feel like I should already know. She once told me, but then I did not see this thing so seriously. She said she did not know how to tell us, I believe she really could not bear to us. And I also believe that when she decided to change schools, her heart is also struggling. I do not blame her for even earlier and we said no, I'm just worried that she go there, do not know can not be used. Without our remind in his side, she will be all right? *tears drop* I care for her so I cried for her for the whole afternoon. Without her I will be emo a bit but I hope that she without us she still will be happy.

When you love someone, you can only think that are you really like him, or just like the feeling that he by your side. In fact, what is love? Love is more than I liked it, I liked it, and then more like it?

Misunderstanding.

Eyes obviously want to smile
Tears was out of the blink of an eye
What clearly hold the hands
But vanished for a grip
If the ears have heard the answer
Why mouth can not tell
If you really want to share the blue sky
Why am I looking like a nothing to do with me
Like a star that over darkness
That stand in the clouds like a gust of wind
Just like the shallow depth between the expectations of those who
Perhaps all are misunderstanding
If the chest had a warm
Why never a brilliant mind
If there really are so brave sea
Why can not shore by the waves has as yet
As between you and me such a wonderful regret
Perhaps all are misunderstanding

Why do I have such a family member? Today, each of them have been trying to ignore me, even my brother's girlfriend also the same. Sigh! :( They are trying to play those stupid stuff with me. But I don't think that I like it!!! Grrr. I am trying to talk with them, but they are trying to ignore me. Finally, I give up and I shouted to them that " I dont want friend with u all already!! ". And they laughed at me after heard it. :)

Bored!

Finally I uploaded all the Hong Kong trip's photos on Facebook. Oh so tired! Hand good acid. Today another ordinary day. In the afternoon my mom and I go out for a facial. After that, Geegee and I went to gym for a training. How so boring? I'll tell you a whole world knows the secret............. That is......... No water tomorrow! How could this be? I have to brush my teeth, wash my face, there is no water shower ~ ~ ~ how do I do? Tomorrow I am going Gurney with my mother for a shop. Since do not have water on tomorrow. Then how do I rinse my body and wear beautiful? *sad* If only my house is water enough on tomorrow, then I'll happy until fly to the HEAVEN! *TEEHEE* Back to reality, I now get a barrel full of water and then loaded, so to showers tomorrow.

Merry Christmas gone.

Christmas has finally passed. Hope everyone has a memorable Christmas. Now, I'm looking forward to 2010 being the last day. A little nervous. After 31st December, I was in Form Four students. I will meet in Form 4 life. What will it be? Everyone says this will be the most succulent sweet year. I hope so. :) For that day, I'm looking forward. The last day of the year, will not the same as I left the 2010?. Hope that one day I'll always remember that, and hope that one day everyone will be happy to start.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

It is now Christmas. But you was not by my side. This Christmas I just want you to stay. Now I just hope you will think of me. I do not know how to do my wish will be realized. But I can tell you, without you I do not like Christmas.

24th December, Christmas eve.

Today is Christmas eve. Many people have asked me to go out with the countdown. But they were not invited to the wrong time, that is, I do not want to go out. So this year, I'll stay home to. He is also a stay at home. :) Remember last year, with him before. That feeling will never forget. The gift, only one person knows it is there. Today, a little lonely, a little sad. I do not know why. Perhaps because of the reason. Do not want to say. Tomorrow is Christmas. Wish everyone have a memorable Christmas. :)

23 December.

Go to school today to get results, to be honest, I'm not nervous. My friends told me that she was very nervous, do not know what results will be. I can only say, performance is just a piece of paper, one would have no sense after you read the paper, okay? My grades, can not say very good, but can not say bad. I am satisfied. I think I've tried, even if not very good. Ha ha! Today, I had a very boring, so be it. :)

21 December.

Finally online. Just back in Hong Kong, a home, a lot of things waiting for me to do. Plus computer problems can not access, is really suffocating me. For Hong Kong, I can only say, tired, cold! There was only six degrees. Cold death of me! Coupled with poor health, one to the other side, all the problems come. Fever, flu, sore throat, cough, no sound, all came. Entry, even caught to check, they want to see if I have H1N1 or not, what? If there is, I am not a dead man? However, there is also a lot of fun, delicious. Ha ha! To continue to the gym, or else I die fat. Took many photos, but photos are in the facebook. If you are interested want to see pictures, go and see my facebook.

Distressed.

Always in the dead of night like a man
You leave the moon and swayed my memory more deeply

Your tears have you silently endure the cold

I now know how to

Distressed you feel bad

Want to hold you tight

Incomplete to make up for all past

Let me make you happy is responsible for your smile

Still waiting for promised future

And so our love reborn

Time is a door that cannot be reversed

At that time the young and frivolous cruelty now want more

But no one in this year

Can teach us how to love the manual

Will never hurt you

I fully understand that the pain of love can teach people more

I waited for this for my sacrifice for you
I am willing to let you protect and walked with you.

Another 7 hours, I will fly to Hong Kong. A bustling city, I would be there part of it? Ha ha! Excited!

Happy birthday to you! This year's birthday, can not accompany you. Sorry! Last year's birthday, you made me think hard to forget. Although it is your birthday, but you made me happy than you. Thank you! We will get better. You have said, no matter what happens, you will be with me. This year, you did it. However, you should also have your own life. Do not turn to me. You let me out of the hurt feelings, you let me know he was not for me, you let me know I will not be a lonely person, you prove that I have you by my side. I do not want to have the feeling like last year. This year I chose nothing. Soon be over a year. You will be happy, I will be happy too. :)

15 December.

Today, me, my brother and his girlfriend went to many places. Schedule really full! Ha ha ha! We sleep until 2pm, get a good shower after we went out. We first went to Queensbay mall. We ran to Kim Gary had our lunch. :) Very Hungry on that time. Then, we bought a lot of things, taking lots of pictures, met a lot of people. :) All a lot! Met Jolene, Harientha, Chin Hwei, Racheal there. :) Wandered after night, we went Gurney Plaza and saw our parents, we went together to eat dinner. Our dinner at Sushi King! Its taste nice man! Here are some random picture between I, Him and Her. :)

--------------------------------------Barbie's view at QB!--------------------------------------

-------------------------------The flavoured store of Milline. :)---------------------------------

----------------------------------You see her panic's face. :)---------------------------------------------------

----------------------------My shoes was there. :) The first one!!!!-----------------------------

----------------------------Aww! The sweet couples was shy! <3>

------------------------------LOOK! My noob plus peace brother!!!-----------------------------

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MYSELF!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I miss them!

Get up at 7 this morning, I thought I already late, went to the toilet quick shower, when I'm ready all the time, I realized that everything was lost, are gone. Leighton time, I feel reluctant, sad, tears fell down naturally, quietly walked back to the room. Lying in bed, think a lot of things. From the first day, I took my expectations and nervousness to that school, so excited, and thought, what I hope for so long has finally arrived. Slowly, from looking into disgust, do not even want to go again, because something happened, I lost a lot of tears, or even completely disappointed. And then, then changed back from a thoroughly disappointing expectations from looking into a bear. I am really in a dilemma. Right? Now, I'm really not used to the days without them. Now, I'm bored. Yesterday, if I can, I really want to together with them again. Or, give me one day, even in the day, also good. Us, when will we meet? When we next meet, will be there? When? Under what circumstances? Who can tell me first? Do not make me feel in the next year. Please! Yesterday's embrace, will be deeply imprinted in my heart. Have done everything together,'ve gone through all things, even dangerous conditions, these, I will not forget. Also please you, do not forget you? Now, I really want them. I hear they call me, that sound and feel, than to be called, is not the same. That night, the time suddenly stopped, we have a lot of memories. That one evening, everything is over, we are the property of zero.

Awesome!

Kevin Lee, Kah Heng, Adrian Wong, Aaron Chew, Nicholas Yeap, Nelson Yeap, Bernice Tham, Uan Wei Wei, Sabrina Chee, please don't forget out WAZZUPP unit. It was awesome!

Lim Wei Sheng, Enzio Tan, Jojo Chong, Yougene Chong, Jian Ming, Dickson, Daniel, Ka Ming, Min Son, Danny Pek, don't forget our Hades unit also. Lanshii!!!

Finally over! I happy or sad? Now I really want them, really could not bear them. I regret it. Why did not earlier discovered that we are fine. And all the people just went to the beach. Really great! We all had a crazy, everyone is drenched. This year is their last year. Next year only and the other half of our people. When I think of us last year when I really want to, as if to return to the past. Of course, very interesting this year. With the company of the other half, I have a different holiday, more a different memory. Yesterday, I, uncontrolled tears left behind. Just me, too. However, I believe we will be lifelong friends. Because the separation will not lose contact again. Even without contact, when we met each other, we are still very good friends. Although this year we have not so good as last year, but those memories will always be in my heart. This year is the same! And lastly, I want to say that: I HAVE A LOT OF AWESOME FRIENDS LIKE THEM AND I HAD A AWESOME HOLIDAYS IN TRAPLEX!

Traplex start!!!

December 4:
Today is our first day. Honestly, I am very nervous but also very tired. The main course of a hurried race has been able to let us too tired half to death. Would also like to play games together, we all become like dying. Although a bit boring, but that is a memory, is a happy memory.

December 5:
The next day, and is there enough to make me nervous to the half-dead day. Tonight performance during campfire night in the afternoon to explain the clothes, really pressure, the clothes they afraid I do not feel tat nice, afraid I will forget the steps. And then, today had a very serious matter, definitely I was very impressed. As for what is it, really can not say. Very serious and terrorist! When I got home, my heart seemed all right to go, where to throw the stone finally went. Ha ha! But hey, I'm already tired to blowing the hair can sleep.

December 6:
Really is a happy day! Today is the most succulent and the most interesting and most people want to cry but could not bear the day. Match the beginning cooking, after that horrible game. Disgusting! Please! Eggs, flour, cloth color, tomato sauce, water, etc., a lot of things on me. Shower is really killing me! After that is, barbecue, a feeling between us become a better barbecue. Indeed! We became very good. And that feeling before running back. I do not want to have a sense of coming home so soon. :) Everyone tears the whole face, that I could not come. This is very reluctant to them!Can not be so quick to end? I asked too late now, right? Ha ha! It does not matter! Another day tomorrow! After the date of the award is to the beach! We will enjoy the play! After tomorrow, after all, the next time we meet do not know when the time was. : ( But I still hope What can I, as now, remain the same!

Sorry and Finally. :)

Lying on a sofa like a long time, crying for a long time, I finally figured out. I need them, and they need me. So finally I decided to go. A group, less one can not. We have a very complete set, no one than we have to complete. I finally figured out, they still care about and care about, just not the same way that I did not find. Quickly, leaving a week, the worry of the hi it? Tomorrow and they want to enjoy the play, not a waste of time. :) We're going to fight to the end, no matter what the outcome, at least we enjoyed.

I lost it. How to do? Tomorrow, I hope I can get along better with them. Today I brought a lot of unnecessary trouble, why do I always cause trouble for others? Their already busy enough tired, I have so selfish? However, my mother, I do not worry, so I ran halfway back. Maybe because I know that if I told them, I will not come. I'm sorry, really sorry. I'm sorry, I really to blame. I am really guilty. I do not like. Really afraid.

tears drop. :(

I am today, ran half way home, maybe I really do not fit it! I have changed my own to meet them and I really feel that I have had with, but today I proved unfeasible. I can not meet their demands. Between me and them, possibly because of that last thing, and I hope they will make every effort to forgive me, but in fact I was not happy. Kill it in that, when I really decided not to go, my heart loose. Although they are still very reluctant, but I only know I left, they will more comfortable. Perhaps I think too much, but you gave us the feeling is like that. Maybe you will hate us because of this, but I can only say I am sorry with you. May bring to you a lot of trouble, but even if I selfish now! I am really very happy tears every day, every day worrying what will happen tomorrow, they will not ignore me, worry about worry about that. Bores me. Perhaps I should own one quiet about it. The journey has just came back, I think for a long time, really long time before I really decide I do not want to go. I hope you enjoy the process, wish you could get the title. :)

Down！

Just came back from Penang Free School, quite tired. Because of today is the first day of pre-camp, so there is nothing to do, just sit it. Really well boring! Met them today, the inexplicable embarrassment back. Do not seem to be noticed, was not looked down on. Do not know it! Probably more than I thought. Do not suddenly want to go, do not know why. Feel a little unhappy. Seems like they do not come together a bit, perhaps because unfamiliar. Really tired!

Today is how? How everyone is calling me? Or else send a message to me? Only one afternoon only, the information I received a total of ten and nine telephone. However, when there is no open call. :) When I open my phone, a lot of things hold out, scared me! Also at the meeting did not go today, and only one afternoon, I helped my mother do a lot of things I should be a good girl today. Go to school tomorrow. Very nervous! How to do? What I have in the end in a tense? I kinda wanted to understand. God, please bless us all get along very pleasant, there, everything is smooth. Please! A very good memories will start from tomorrow again. :)

Sad case.

My brother went to Kuala Lumpur to play; father to go to Singapore to do business, this family only left my mother and I, really have a little quiet, not very used to. Were supposed to go to the meeting today, but because no one take us to go, and we have not put the "clothing" done, so no go.Should also not go tomorrow, and right arm by a family only my mother who is not very at ease a bit, so I can not go to meetings.Feel a bit sorry for them, and hope they will understand it! But may also be because of this, we will become even more alienated.Please do not! After tomorrow, we will go to school. Both anticipation and nervous. Contradiction. :( God, please bless us to get along happily. Please. Just need to keep doing that.

It was only just a DREAM..

Just a dream.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

Today again to the meeting. Yesterday did not get to go out with them, probably because of this, so feel a bit weird. To the meeting today, the feeling nervous came back again. But this time but not the embarrassment. Fortunately! The beginning, really have to stress over, and suddenly felt so for a while and they become very unfamiliar. May be due to the relationship every day now. : ( But luckily, we have become better slowly. Tomorrow have the meeting. But should go later time. As should the "clothing" finish first. Or else out! Do not want to quarrel with them. After all, the camp should come, so the quarrel not good for each other. So I'm sorry! If tomorrow I later time to go, please do not call me! :)