Down！

Just came back from Penang Free School, quite tired. Because of today is the first day of pre-camp, so there is nothing to do, just sit it. Really well boring! Met them today, the inexplicable embarrassment back. Do not seem to be noticed, was not looked down on. Do not know it! Probably more than I thought. Do not suddenly want to go, do not know why. Feel a little unhappy. Seems like they do not come together a bit, perhaps because unfamiliar. Really tired!