tears drop. :(

I am today, ran half way home, maybe I really do not fit it! I have changed my own to meet them and I really feel that I have had with, but today I proved unfeasible. I can not meet their demands. Between me and them, possibly because of that last thing, and I hope they will make every effort to forgive me, but in fact I was not happy. Kill it in that, when I really decided not to go, my heart loose. Although they are still very reluctant, but I only know I left, they will more comfortable. Perhaps I think too much, but you gave us the feeling is like that. Maybe you will hate us because of this, but I can only say I am sorry with you. May bring to you a lot of trouble, but even if I selfish now! I am really very happy tears every day, every day worrying what will happen tomorrow, they will not ignore me, worry about worry about that. Bores me. Perhaps I should own one quiet about it. The journey has just came back, I think for a long time, really long time before I really decide I do not want to go. I hope you enjoy the process, wish you could get the title. :)