Special for Sabrina Chee Ke Yin. :)

In addition we are also blessed with love
Happy Valentine's chat with good friends
Lovely to talk about the other half done
Always make a lot of happiness and sweet
We must be lovers in the life
Only have so much understanding of the soul
I love when he occasionally turn on your enemy
Jealous of the innocence makes me laugh out loud
You are the driver when I lost
You love me when the doctor seriously injured
You become too impulsive crows stop me flying dangerously
You talk nonsense with me is an idiot
You are the demons of my heart freed the Prophet
You are the dowry is my most precious collection
You do not nod I do not marry a man
I am a dowry, please take me in your side

2011！

The first day of 2011, to be honest, I do not really that happy. May feel that in the four-year life without her laughter may be too little, and I may have become quiet a lot of it. Have done everything together, have changed. Never mind. The new year, new hope, new beginning. I am also a time to get used to. Hope everyone will have a happy year. Also hope that 2012 does not exist. Ha ha!

My dear.

My dear, Sabrina Chee Ke Yin, my good friend forever! Finally, she also had to change schools. Transferring to Chung Ling private. How sad am I? :"( What the Hack!!! She can not sit next to me was. We can no longer met every day. I can not perli her every day. So sad! Even if there is tutorial, we can not, like, because we have chosen are not the same department. Fortunately, however, there is the presence of mathematics and advanced mathematics, so that each of us can see at least once a week. I will MISS her! Very sad, I actually NOT the first to know. Lynn told me about that. When I heard, honestly, I have scared, but the feeling after the heart is, I feel like I should already know. She once told me, but then I did not see this thing so seriously. She said she did not know how to tell us, I believe she really could not bear to us. And I also believe that when she decided to change schools, her heart is also struggling. I do not blame her for even earlier and we said no, I'm just worried that she go there, do not know can not be used. Without our remind in his side, she will be all right? *tears drop* I care for her so I cried for her for the whole afternoon. Without her I will be emo a bit but I hope that she without us she still will be happy.

When you love someone, you can only think that are you really like him, or just like the feeling that he by your side. In fact, what is love? Love is more than I liked it, I liked it, and then more like it?

Misunderstanding.

Eyes obviously want to smile
Tears was out of the blink of an eye
What clearly hold the hands
But vanished for a grip
If the ears have heard the answer
Why mouth can not tell
If you really want to share the blue sky
Why am I looking like a nothing to do with me
Like a star that over darkness
That stand in the clouds like a gust of wind
Just like the shallow depth between the expectations of those who
Perhaps all are misunderstanding
If the chest had a warm
Why never a brilliant mind
If there really are so brave sea
Why can not shore by the waves has as yet
As between you and me such a wonderful regret
Perhaps all are misunderstanding

Why do I have such a family member? Today, each of them have been trying to ignore me, even my brother's girlfriend also the same. Sigh! :( They are trying to play those stupid stuff with me. But I don't think that I like it!!! Grrr. I am trying to talk with them, but they are trying to ignore me. Finally, I give up and I shouted to them that " I dont want friend with u all already!! ". And they laughed at me after heard it. :)

Bored!

Finally I uploaded all the Hong Kong trip's photos on Facebook. Oh so tired! Hand good acid. Today another ordinary day. In the afternoon my mom and I go out for a facial. After that, Geegee and I went to gym for a training. How so boring? I'll tell you a whole world knows the secret............. That is......... No water tomorrow! How could this be? I have to brush my teeth, wash my face, there is no water shower ~ ~ ~ how do I do? Tomorrow I am going Gurney with my mother for a shop. Since do not have water on tomorrow. Then how do I rinse my body and wear beautiful? *sad* If only my house is water enough on tomorrow, then I'll happy until fly to the HEAVEN! *TEEHEE* Back to reality, I now get a barrel full of water and then loaded, so to showers tomorrow.

Merry Christmas gone.

Christmas has finally passed. Hope everyone has a memorable Christmas. Now, I'm looking forward to 2010 being the last day. A little nervous. After 31st December, I was in Form Four students. I will meet in Form 4 life. What will it be? Everyone says this will be the most succulent sweet year. I hope so. :) For that day, I'm looking forward. The last day of the year, will not the same as I left the 2010?. Hope that one day I'll always remember that, and hope that one day everyone will be happy to start.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

It is now Christmas. But you was not by my side. This Christmas I just want you to stay. Now I just hope you will think of me. I do not know how to do my wish will be realized. But I can tell you, without you I do not like Christmas.

24th December, Christmas eve.

Today is Christmas eve. Many people have asked me to go out with the countdown. But they were not invited to the wrong time, that is, I do not want to go out. So this year, I'll stay home to. He is also a stay at home. :) Remember last year, with him before. That feeling will never forget. The gift, only one person knows it is there. Today, a little lonely, a little sad. I do not know why. Perhaps because of the reason. Do not want to say. Tomorrow is Christmas. Wish everyone have a memorable Christmas. :)

23 December.

Go to school today to get results, to be honest, I'm not nervous. My friends told me that she was very nervous, do not know what results will be. I can only say, performance is just a piece of paper, one would have no sense after you read the paper, okay? My grades, can not say very good, but can not say bad. I am satisfied. I think I've tried, even if not very good. Ha ha! Today, I had a very boring, so be it. :)

21 December.

Finally online. Just back in Hong Kong, a home, a lot of things waiting for me to do. Plus computer problems can not access, is really suffocating me. For Hong Kong, I can only say, tired, cold! There was only six degrees. Cold death of me! Coupled with poor health, one to the other side, all the problems come. Fever, flu, sore throat, cough, no sound, all came. Entry, even caught to check, they want to see if I have H1N1 or not, what? If there is, I am not a dead man? However, there is also a lot of fun, delicious. Ha ha! To continue to the gym, or else I die fat. Took many photos, but photos are in the facebook. If you are interested want to see pictures, go and see my facebook.

Distressed.

Always in the dead of night like a man
You leave the moon and swayed my memory more deeply

Your tears have you silently endure the cold

I now know how to

Distressed you feel bad

Want to hold you tight

Incomplete to make up for all past

Let me make you happy is responsible for your smile

Still waiting for promised future

And so our love reborn

Time is a door that cannot be reversed

At that time the young and frivolous cruelty now want more

But no one in this year

Can teach us how to love the manual

Will never hurt you

I fully understand that the pain of love can teach people more

I waited for this for my sacrifice for you
I am willing to let you protect and walked with you.

Another 7 hours, I will fly to Hong Kong. A bustling city, I would be there part of it? Ha ha! Excited!

Happy birthday to you! This year's birthday, can not accompany you. Sorry! Last year's birthday, you made me think hard to forget. Although it is your birthday, but you made me happy than you. Thank you! We will get better. You have said, no matter what happens, you will be with me. This year, you did it. However, you should also have your own life. Do not turn to me. You let me out of the hurt feelings, you let me know he was not for me, you let me know I will not be a lonely person, you prove that I have you by my side. I do not want to have the feeling like last year. This year I chose nothing. Soon be over a year. You will be happy, I will be happy too. :)

15 December.

Today, me, my brother and his girlfriend went to many places. Schedule really full! Ha ha ha! We sleep until 2pm, get a good shower after we went out. We first went to Queensbay mall. We ran to Kim Gary had our lunch. :) Very Hungry on that time. Then, we bought a lot of things, taking lots of pictures, met a lot of people. :) All a lot! Met Jolene, Harientha, Chin Hwei, Racheal there. :) Wandered after night, we went Gurney Plaza and saw our parents, we went together to eat dinner. Our dinner at Sushi King! Its taste nice man! Here are some random picture between I, Him and Her. :)

--------------------------------------Barbie's view at QB!--------------------------------------

-------------------------------The flavoured store of Milline. :)---------------------------------

----------------------------------You see her panic's face. :)---------------------------------------------------

----------------------------My shoes was there. :) The first one!!!!-----------------------------

----------------------------Aww! The sweet couples was shy! <3>

------------------------------LOOK! My noob plus peace brother!!!-----------------------------

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MYSELF!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I miss them!

Get up at 7 this morning, I thought I already late, went to the toilet quick shower, when I'm ready all the time, I realized that everything was lost, are gone. Leighton time, I feel reluctant, sad, tears fell down naturally, quietly walked back to the room. Lying in bed, think a lot of things. From the first day, I took my expectations and nervousness to that school, so excited, and thought, what I hope for so long has finally arrived. Slowly, from looking into disgust, do not even want to go again, because something happened, I lost a lot of tears, or even completely disappointed. And then, then changed back from a thoroughly disappointing expectations from looking into a bear. I am really in a dilemma. Right? Now, I'm really not used to the days without them. Now, I'm bored. Yesterday, if I can, I really want to together with them again. Or, give me one day, even in the day, also good. Us, when will we meet? When we next meet, will be there? When? Under what circumstances? Who can tell me first? Do not make me feel in the next year. Please! Yesterday's embrace, will be deeply imprinted in my heart. Have done everything together,'ve gone through all things, even dangerous conditions, these, I will not forget. Also please you, do not forget you? Now, I really want them. I hear they call me, that sound and feel, than to be called, is not the same. That night, the time suddenly stopped, we have a lot of memories. That one evening, everything is over, we are the property of zero.

Awesome!

Kevin Lee, Kah Heng, Adrian Wong, Aaron Chew, Nicholas Yeap, Nelson Yeap, Bernice Tham, Uan Wei Wei, Sabrina Chee, please don't forget out WAZZUPP unit. It was awesome!

Lim Wei Sheng, Enzio Tan, Jojo Chong, Yougene Chong, Jian Ming, Dickson, Daniel, Ka Ming, Min Son, Danny Pek, don't forget our Hades unit also. Lanshii!!!

Finally over! I happy or sad? Now I really want them, really could not bear them. I regret it. Why did not earlier discovered that we are fine. And all the people just went to the beach. Really great! We all had a crazy, everyone is drenched. This year is their last year. Next year only and the other half of our people. When I think of us last year when I really want to, as if to return to the past. Of course, very interesting this year. With the company of the other half, I have a different holiday, more a different memory. Yesterday, I, uncontrolled tears left behind. Just me, too. However, I believe we will be lifelong friends. Because the separation will not lose contact again. Even without contact, when we met each other, we are still very good friends. Although this year we have not so good as last year, but those memories will always be in my heart. This year is the same! And lastly, I want to say that: I HAVE A LOT OF AWESOME FRIENDS LIKE THEM AND I HAD A AWESOME HOLIDAYS IN TRAPLEX!

Traplex start!!!

December 4:
Today is our first day. Honestly, I am very nervous but also very tired. The main course of a hurried race has been able to let us too tired half to death. Would also like to play games together, we all become like dying. Although a bit boring, but that is a memory, is a happy memory.

December 5:
The next day, and is there enough to make me nervous to the half-dead day. Tonight performance during campfire night in the afternoon to explain the clothes, really pressure, the clothes they afraid I do not feel tat nice, afraid I will forget the steps. And then, today had a very serious matter, definitely I was very impressed. As for what is it, really can not say. Very serious and terrorist! When I got home, my heart seemed all right to go, where to throw the stone finally went. Ha ha! But hey, I'm already tired to blowing the hair can sleep.

December 6:
Really is a happy day! Today is the most succulent and the most interesting and most people want to cry but could not bear the day. Match the beginning cooking, after that horrible game. Disgusting! Please! Eggs, flour, cloth color, tomato sauce, water, etc., a lot of things on me. Shower is really killing me! After that is, barbecue, a feeling between us become a better barbecue. Indeed! We became very good. And that feeling before running back. I do not want to have a sense of coming home so soon. :) Everyone tears the whole face, that I could not come. This is very reluctant to them!Can not be so quick to end? I asked too late now, right? Ha ha! It does not matter! Another day tomorrow! After the date of the award is to the beach! We will enjoy the play! After tomorrow, after all, the next time we meet do not know when the time was. : ( But I still hope What can I, as now, remain the same!

Sorry and Finally. :)

Lying on a sofa like a long time, crying for a long time, I finally figured out. I need them, and they need me. So finally I decided to go. A group, less one can not. We have a very complete set, no one than we have to complete. I finally figured out, they still care about and care about, just not the same way that I did not find. Quickly, leaving a week, the worry of the hi it? Tomorrow and they want to enjoy the play, not a waste of time. :) We're going to fight to the end, no matter what the outcome, at least we enjoyed.

I lost it. How to do? Tomorrow, I hope I can get along better with them. Today I brought a lot of unnecessary trouble, why do I always cause trouble for others? Their already busy enough tired, I have so selfish? However, my mother, I do not worry, so I ran halfway back. Maybe because I know that if I told them, I will not come. I'm sorry, really sorry. I'm sorry, I really to blame. I am really guilty. I do not like. Really afraid.

tears drop. :(

I am today, ran half way home, maybe I really do not fit it! I have changed my own to meet them and I really feel that I have had with, but today I proved unfeasible. I can not meet their demands. Between me and them, possibly because of that last thing, and I hope they will make every effort to forgive me, but in fact I was not happy. Kill it in that, when I really decided not to go, my heart loose. Although they are still very reluctant, but I only know I left, they will more comfortable. Perhaps I think too much, but you gave us the feeling is like that. Maybe you will hate us because of this, but I can only say I am sorry with you. May bring to you a lot of trouble, but even if I selfish now! I am really very happy tears every day, every day worrying what will happen tomorrow, they will not ignore me, worry about worry about that. Bores me. Perhaps I should own one quiet about it. The journey has just came back, I think for a long time, really long time before I really decide I do not want to go. I hope you enjoy the process, wish you could get the title. :)

Down！

Just came back from Penang Free School, quite tired. Because of today is the first day of pre-camp, so there is nothing to do, just sit it. Really well boring! Met them today, the inexplicable embarrassment back. Do not seem to be noticed, was not looked down on. Do not know it! Probably more than I thought. Do not suddenly want to go, do not know why. Feel a little unhappy. Seems like they do not come together a bit, perhaps because unfamiliar. Really tired!

Today is how? How everyone is calling me? Or else send a message to me? Only one afternoon only, the information I received a total of ten and nine telephone. However, when there is no open call. :) When I open my phone, a lot of things hold out, scared me! Also at the meeting did not go today, and only one afternoon, I helped my mother do a lot of things I should be a good girl today. Go to school tomorrow. Very nervous! How to do? What I have in the end in a tense? I kinda wanted to understand. God, please bless us all get along very pleasant, there, everything is smooth. Please! A very good memories will start from tomorrow again. :)

Sad case.

My brother went to Kuala Lumpur to play; father to go to Singapore to do business, this family only left my mother and I, really have a little quiet, not very used to. Were supposed to go to the meeting today, but because no one take us to go, and we have not put the "clothing" done, so no go.Should also not go tomorrow, and right arm by a family only my mother who is not very at ease a bit, so I can not go to meetings.Feel a bit sorry for them, and hope they will understand it! But may also be because of this, we will become even more alienated.Please do not! After tomorrow, we will go to school. Both anticipation and nervous. Contradiction. :( God, please bless us to get along happily. Please. Just need to keep doing that.

It was only just a DREAM..

Just a dream.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

Today again to the meeting. Yesterday did not get to go out with them, probably because of this, so feel a bit weird. To the meeting today, the feeling nervous came back again. But this time but not the embarrassment. Fortunately! The beginning, really have to stress over, and suddenly felt so for a while and they become very unfamiliar. May be due to the relationship every day now. : ( But luckily, we have become better slowly. Tomorrow have the meeting. But should go later time. As should the "clothing" finish first. Or else out! Do not want to quarrel with them. After all, the camp should come, so the quarrel not good for each other. So I'm sorry! If tomorrow I later time to go, please do not call me! :)

Just came back from my ahma's house. Very tired about it. My ahma looked so old this time. :) *teehee* Today, I cannot go gurney with my friends la!!!! Hate it! :( But, never mind, I think they will have a good day at there. :( Another meeting tomorrow, tired but I am looking forward to. With the arrival of the camp, all our feelings have become better. I really want to remain so. Do not change. I was with them, we do very well, and I am happy, the embarrassment had gone, has become more to talk to. :) 28 November night, the great day I haven't had before. :) I will remember it. :)

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Makeup!

Today, as usual, have the meeting. We just do not seem unusual today more seriously, perhaps because of the selection day Come on now! On Monday! That tomorrow is our last day of practice. Was really NERVOUS! Please wish us luck! In addition to other hard dance practice today, we have discussed how the makeup should be drawn on that day. Finally, let's discuss a result out, but uncertainty cannot be successful, so we did an experiment. :) Pei Er began to move out of her cosmetics, after Kevin was brought as a white mouse. :) After some effort, we realized that he became quite good looking.

Quite good looking right? :) Haha! When we finished makeup for him, he looked surprised too! GOD, please bless us so that we can dance it while campfire night. :)

Just returned back from the hospital, and it should be regarded as good news or bad news? In the hospital, I heard a doctor and a girl of dialogue, the girl came for inspection to her body.

The following is their conversation:

The girl : Why is my spine back in pain recently?

Doctor : You recently did not do the movement a little drama? Or a day without a break, continued to exercise?

The girl : Hm~ Yeah! I have dance practice all afternoon, the night I will go to the gym.

Doctor : Have I tell you before? If you continue to exercise, it is very likely to be hurt again, your spine.

The girl : *Just keep quite*

Doctor : If you can, do not make any movement until the report came out. If u do not listen, next time will definitely hurt even more than this time.

The girl : Okay. Thanks doctor.

I heard this while i was walking out from the doctor's room. A bit scared. But I cant do anything. :( What should i do? *tears drop*

How to do? I wait for the next will see a doctor. I am very nervous! Please! Do not let the doctor and call me do not do strenuous exercise in the next week from now. :( Last time he already told me like this. I felt so regret why am I dint hear that. :'( My backbone, u must be more better before my selection day please! GOD, bless me!

I've never been sure I was not still like you. All you have done for me, again and again so I'm disheartened. Might say that I really love and hate it for you. . . Ignored again and again, and made my life for you and turn faster. Why? Why do you is the ability to make me become like this? But you always ignored again and again later, let me get back the original feeling. This is love? Honestly, I really do not know. You make it hard to smile and you make it hard to breathe. Why do you do this to me? I've cried for you. :'( These day aren't easy anymore. All the words we never say come out, and now we are all ashamed. I lose my sense of wrong and right and i cry. I just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i led but i wont let it die. Please stay close to me and please don't go away.

Today we were meeting at Pei Er's home. However, because the going KAMDAR to buy cloth and YOUNGONE to buy pen, so I went with Sabrina rather late. But there are pieces of a very funny thing happened. We met NELSON over there. We deliberately naughty hit him, but he did not respond, but also very natural walking next to us is really laughable! Haha! Then we walked intentionally in front of him and greeted him, the following is our conversation:

Sabrina and I : HELLO!

Nelson : Eeyh~ HI!

Sabrina and I : Eh! Why do you come here?

Nelson : Orh! I work, I just come here to buy something.

Sabrina and I : Orh. I see.

[His money out of the ground]

Nelson ：I'm going, bye!

[ Sabrina and I feel a little nonsense. :) ]

After that, we strolled to continue to go. She has been busy buying things, and me? It is not something boring to do, so pick up the phone, open the phone's camera and began to engage narcissism. Hahahahahahaha!!! There were many things, but as long as the mirror, I can take pictures. Ha ha! The following are my results after narcissistic：










After a sudden, her mother drove us to Pei Er's home. When we reached her home, really was a bit embarrassed, after all, very late. Ha ha! Sorry strategy! Then we started to dance practice! After the hungry. Called PIZZAHUT. Should thanks to ANN YONG! Because this is her idea. :) After eating, we continued our dance practiced. But today we encountered a problem that we do not have a tacit understanding. No understanding of the dance is not nice. We try to develop our chemistry, but the relationship may be the time, so little difficult. And then, most recently at the beginning of my spine and pain, and do not know why, maybe excessive movement of the bar. Because this few week I recently have been practice dance from the morning to the afternoon, and then go to the gym at night. Should not go to the meeting tomorrow, and I am now a rest home. Hope this pain will not affect my dance performance. Even if it hurt, I will insist to dance through. Will not let myself go to drag the whole team. GOD, U MUST BLESS ME!

Sorry that I loved you.

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Today's meeting took place at Prangin Mall and Pei Er's house. LOL. We went to Prangin Mall for buying our guides dance, scouts dance and combined dance's clothes. Everyone get their nice clothes at different stores. However, there are some funny things you want to share with you. Today, actually we should meet at Pei Er's house fist before we went to Prangin Mall. But when we arrived at his house, looking in, only to find nobody inside. How to do? Of course, quickly pick up the phone, then dial a phone call in the past. Ha ha! Know where! They are already in Prangin Mall. Then I with Sabrina saw each other a moment and we also say a word, that is, XXXX. :) It does not matter! Our peculiar journey had begun. We walked up the bus stop opposite the school bus, walk over there, it was already sweating out. Later, managed to wait until a bus, on the bus, a lot of funny and embarrassing things happen, but i am not going to share it out. SORRY! :) After a while, we found that we were wrong bus, do not know where it was. Under the bus after we had been walking away, and finally let us see that a high-ranking KOMTAR! Suddenly we feel like that savior. Ha ha! Go, the first thing is not to find them first, but find a place to sit down and then a glass of water to thirst. This really is a rare experience. After that we went to the Prangin Mall. We have not met them first, our first walk around and see what clothes are appropriate for the dance wear also. Walked, suddenly the phone rang, they finally called. After all, time to go look for them up really is not much. Then went home after purchase. We continue to practice our dance, and finally had finished all of it! Sign Congratulations to us! Dance this year, must be our champion! Ha ha! Suddenly, it began to rain heavily. And we have stopped far and wide. Started after the talk, chat, play. I also found one thing, the closer the date of the camp, our feelings to get better. Is a good thing! We also hope that today will not change, the future we will, as today. Please!

Now is already 1am d. But i am still "piaing" the banner. :) I am sure that it will be a nice banner tomorrow at 10am. Wish me luck can please help me to stop the time. Not going to sleep tonight until my banner is finish. Hahaah! Will share the photo with u guys when i finish the banner. :) And the other thing is my dear came back already. woohoo!!! We will meet tomorrow. Cant wait for it. :)

Thank you my friend! They will always send a paper towel for me when i burst into tears. :) After crying, now I feel more comfortable. Thank you, they listen to me complain, give me proper support and comfort. I will get better. Will not shed tears anymore. :)

SORRY!

I hope that I can help one, so tomorrow I just can not let go. I continue to help, has been done, until all things are done so far. If there is anything you feel uncomfortable to my place, very sorry. However, I have try to help, so it please you a lot of tolerance.

Today, a little unhappy. After chatting with them, feel a little unpleasant so the tears can not help but to fall down. It should say a little aggrieved. But the only point. I admit that I did not finish within the time limit is really my fault, so they tell me I do not blame them. But within a week to finish all of my points really hard. I have to buy cloth, and then sewn up with my own hands, really hard. Very big piece of cloth. And I am a girl that don't know how to sew a thing, so for me that really need a lot of time. Maybe because I learn so how stupid are not. Also because of this, my hands were a lot of holes bird acupuncture, and some bleeding. But I did not want to say up, because that is I am willing to. I do not want to because I am so let the whole team to lose. I have also to draw into my best, and I'm sorry I'm late. But I promise you, even if I did not sleep tonight, I at least finish the drawing all, and then on to the color of at least half of it to you. As for the dance, I will do my best, will not drag you. I'm sorry to Pei Er because of the dance. And sorry for the whole team because of the banner. :( Today I feel tired, feet really have blinded. Today I feel tired, feet really get blinded. Why do I have from the Batu Lancang and walked back to my house? How far is that? Now just i know. :(

miss and missed.

You know that love is not strong, but inside I was desperately jump. You know that longer follow may be the imprisoned, but I still believe is suffering. Friends tried to persuade me not to do, do not take a joke well-being of their own. But true love does not give, this just is truly ridiculous. True love is too easy for too sacrifice their own, too easy to let yourself sink, too easy to disregard all full of scars. I'm too dumb to know clearly who you are wrong, knows this is not fate, but I also rushed. This may be considered stupid in love. May never be the so-called eternal. But I do not want to give up maybe prefer a little bit stupid but just not want to regret, because I believe somewhat likely.

To: Unit 2

I hope that in November 29, all of you are access to the Internet. There are some things to get you to see, though not expensive, not very valuable, but I believe it is very rare, and is of great significance. Please!

wth. :(

What this world, is there a drink that that will make people become not shy? :) Who can help me? I was shy. Have been best to release some, but still. Why? :( Today went to the meeting, in the meeting we have to practice dancing. I'm always a little bit afraid and shy in front of others when i need to let go of the dance. I hope that when i am dancing, I can change the people around become recessive. Only ten days left, I really do not want to incriminate them. God, can i make w wish to you again? Please let the shyness always far away from me. :"(

Muax!

And just went out with friends ( Fanny Pah, Peh Khim, Wing Keh, Chia Lynn, Pey Shan, Pricillia Kuay, Kevin Lee, Yun Ting, Eunice Kuay, Wei Sheen, Chea Chien, Jo Win and Kelvin). Quite cool. The four men met to eat lunch together. Who would have thought? The world really do not have money to eat lunch! Thank you to Wei Sheen, Chea Chien, Jo Win and the other guy( I do not know who he is ）. :) Btw, thanks a lot yea. Tomorrow another meeting at Aaron's house. Have to start busy. From our date of camp until now still left around two or three weeks aneh. Tired die me! I missed my gym today. XXXX! Nevermind. Will be going on tomorrow night. :) No photo for this outing. Sorry. :)

Big bang - make love lyrics

I never knew Id find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, youre on my mind
So cant you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side
This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever youre my girl Forever be my world You are the only one
The only one Ill ever need, my life is you and me
Forever youre my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
Ill never break your heart no, so baby dont let go

Even through the hard times We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that Im yours
And that your mine
Thats how we got this far
Lets never be apart
Girl, youre my queen
Im here for you
Cuz youre my everything

You always make me feel like everyhings gonna be alright
With the things you do, because its you the real true love of my life
This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one Ill ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one

Ill never break your heart no, so baby dont let go

uh baby!
you know Id walk them miles
climb mountains with up styles
all I wanna do, is be with you
aint no matter what, where and how
(right here and now) we can both get down (straight work it out) yeah
like that sound bump n grindin perfect timin
lets dine and both be proud
yeah yeah yeah
gonna take you on a joyride today
me and you stay true never hesitate
to make love — sho nuff
youre the only one Im ever thinkin of

just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
as we go through the motions damn its great
to make love — sho nuff were gonna take it to the end and thats whats up

You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are, thats where I will call home

So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one Ill ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one

Im nothing without you Im nothing without you girl

Just chatted with friends, he told me a lot about his relationship problems. I know that to find a people who love each other really harder. Little thoughts and feelings. Today, many people have emotional problems, really annoyed. But never mind, I am happy to help others. :) Also, in the facebook, a personal question [ who on earth thinks i'm a playa? -.- ] Don't be too serious for my answer. I just want to play. Not play. Is make a fun. Sorry yea. :)

a good mood today. :)

Come congratulate me! Today, I get along with them very happy. With them is really very different, there will always be laughter in the air. We get better. Thank you, God bless. I wish to always be like this! Of course not only with them, I hope I and others can forever be so good. A good mood today. And i would like to sent the good news for my dear, Sabrina Chee Ke Yin. [ To HER, I've said, do not worry after u go travel i will get along with them harder. Now proved, i can get along with them better by myself. I can right? :) But you do not have to worry about, as I still need you. Hahahahahahha!!! Next meeting will be a lot, if I can I will go. So you need not worry. I miss u like hell. <3 ] Go out with friends tomorrow, I hope tomorrow will be a very happy day. God, I have to make a wish to you. Remember to bless me tomorrow, okay? God, bless me!!! :)

sorry！

Finished! So late I can not find in me to go. Already 9.40am. Forget it! Might go a bit later! Sorry!

:) = :(

I am going meeting tomorrow. Seriously, a little bit of nervous. I don't know why also. Maybe is because i must go myself without my dear eh accompany gua.:) But i believe that tomorrow will be better. I will get along with them as well as i can. God, u must bless me!!!

I still miss！

Today, all the form3 students in the last day of class, should be happy or sad? Sad because of not willing, happy because we have had in a long holiday? Today I did not go to school, so sorry to my friends. Yesterday i cannot go Pei Er's house to celebrate Wei Wei's birthday with them, it make me so regret. How I feel every day I regret doing things that will make their own ah? I cannot go to the camp's meeting this few day, to be honest was a bit worried for fear of alienating their more. I hope not! Hope God bless me! In fact, not seen them for so long, really miss them a bit. Do not know why.
Maybe used everyday to get along with them, so suddenly a person is really let me felt a bit uncomfortable. Banana2, Pear, Banana, Annoying orange, Pumpkin, Lady pasta, Lemon, the special person with the special name which i miss all the day. :)

A very Happy Birthday to my friend, WEI WEI! Hahahahaha!Today should be the happiest day for her. :) However, very unhappy, I can not celebrate with her. I have to stay at home. I'm going out it! :( But no matter, I believe they will very happy to celebrate. More photos will be updated tonight. Where the first give you a beautiful cake here.

TO：Sabrina Chee

Here, I would like to wish you enjoy your pleasant trip. Do not worry, I will miss you. Haha!!! I know you will miss me too. Haha. * Cheeky *! We will all be waiting for you back!

closer and closer!!!

Today's meeting is very happy, although I'm beginning a bit awkward, but then I gradually discovered that the feeling of embarrassment was gone, a good thing, right? Thank you, God bless! Let us really close to each other a lot. Today we went for each other strange names, all of the ideas that they came to Nicholas Yeap. At today's meeting, there is a word often heard in the house has been filled, it is Whatzupppppp!!!!! Hahahahah!!! Perhaps some people do not understand why is this word, but it does not matter, like our own understanding. Really hope that future meetings can be so, but we are getting closer and away from camp, and things just started to do it, to be honest really worried. Tomorrow I'll start painting it! Or else would want me die!

If still in love with a person, but for various reasons can not be together, share of mind absolutely cannot bring ourselves down to completely rigid and the other contact, the same will be more concerned because of this and the other, like: the same friends after breaking up . Few people can do it, and always will miss after breaking up has become more, to one another, but the couple have broken up completely make, unless love has turned into hate, or really hard. But if a lack of trust between each other, the feelings still there meaning? A relationship is mutual suspicion the most taboo, because it is often hurt themselves hurt each other's causes. Two people together, rely on the heart to maintain feelings of suspicion, the most pure sense still there?

GYM GYM GYM!!!

Just to complete the gym. Slightly tired! Just because my body type better. Ha ha! SABRINA CHEE, PROVE IT?? Lols. Another thing is that the meeting tomorrow, do not know why I am super nervous. Maybe too long without meeting with them, so I really, really nervous. Tomorrow will be better? Really it? I do not want anything happens, I hope God bless tomorrow we all get along very well and maybe even better than before. God bless me please! Do not make me embarrassed, and do not let them embarrassed too. Please, GOD!

try harder to make us become closer.

In fact, I think they can not seem to fully accept me, but it does not matter, I will continue to work until they fully accept me. Even a little unhappy and wronged, I will continue to work hard. Because there is a picture so I continue to not give up the power, ha ha! Remember? We first went to their school, we shot on the playground.

the first moment when we became closer. It taste good. :)

Go to school today, only one sentence to describe my feelings, it is boring to me half dead. Ha ha! Today at school we talked a lot of things, only to find the feeling of embarrassment in fact, have slowly disappeared. Is a good thing to come! Quite happy. However，because of sick yesterday, so my mother not allowed me to meetings. I made no go. I'm sorry! Was not any meeting tomorrow, but I should be starting our banner tomorrow. Ha ha! There is one thing makes me feel a lot easier that I have not the US again le, and will make our Pei Er do. Is a good thing to come! Also, in the facebook i found a picture, by our beloved Nelson. I'll share with you. Really cute!!! Each bear represent a members of our unit. The feeling let me felt that have a friends like that is good. :) The picture show at below:

my morning sincere smile.

I went to school this morning and i saw them before i step into the school. Honestly, quick embarrassing. I do not know why? But I'm pretty sure I will give my most sincere smile when i saw them. At school, my heart felt more comfortable. Perhaps things really should start with a sincere smile. After school, tell you a thing that is I saw them. They passed from my school gate. In fact, I am a bit scared and do not know how to do. But I'm pretty sure that if we just see each other then, I will definitely go over and talk to them to give with a smile. I hope I can do better. I also believe that not only embarrassed me, so I hope we can do better. Even if we become so familiar with the first day of meeting. :)

thank you!

Thank you forgive me. =) Last night when i saw the blog's post, seriously my tears drop. but luckily the end u guys also forgive me. I hope that we will get our friendship be better and the memory will be more cherish. =) I also wish to apologize for everyone for what i have done. Maybe those things was already give u guys a lot of trouble. :( I really really very sorry about that. Perhaps my stubbornness let u guys think i am a girl that very high-handed, but i promise that i will change it. Sorry and I hope that u guys do not care about that. Since i do not be emo in the next meeting d. I will try to be better and i will learn to accept other people suggestions and won't always in my own way to settle problems. But my friends, please do not meeting at too early ahbo later u guys ot enough sleep or else. We stll have a lot of things to do together. :) And remember next time if i am wrong again, u guys can just tell me or scold me also never mind d. I will accept it as i can. Maybe not that fast but i will flash it before i say anything. =) nights.

I hope I am a cheerful girl... I hope I can bring laughter to others is not the sorrow... I am the girl you like？？I wish I were. No longer in silence，I want to be that the most chaotic... Please do not call me when you want to quietly... I hope I can show you that i was the girl who is very easy. =) Please remember this picture, my face was always kind

my meeting..

Everytime when i am trying, i felt that u all are always stay far apart from me. =( Why?? I was laughing when i am trying to mixed with u guys, but sometimes it let me felt like better i don't do it. lols. Maybe i am a stupid or idiot, i don't think that u guys will know i am tying harder. Sometimes i will try to show u guys a pair of friendly eyes, maybe sometimes it was too obvious and unnatural, but i just want to show that i am not that kind of girl that are difficult to get along. My laughter is hiding a bit of sadness and uncomfortable, but please give me sometimes. I need to change it be a peace smile. =) I am not deliberately because i really not that kind of girl. Please accept my girl is such. I was not staring you but i was just looking at what u do. I am quiet because i know that i can't be too over because i know sometimes u can't accept with what i said. I just don't want to make anyone become sad so i don't like and scared for talking too much. I like to have a friends or even buddies like u guys and i promised that i won't be emo when i was sick all better. I am sure that i am not a sad girl, perhaps i cannot afford to make me feel sick. I do not want to say something，i just want to be frank only.

my meeting..

Everytime when i am trying, i felt that u all are always stay far apart from me. =( Why?? I was laughing when i am trying to mixed with u guys, but sometimes it let me felt like better i don't do it. lols. Maybe i am a stupid or idiot, i don't think that u guys will know i am tying harder. Sometimes i will try to show u guys a pair of friendly eyes, maybe sometimes it was too obvious and unnatural, but i just want to show that i am not that kind of girl that are difficult to get along. My laughter is hiding a bit of sadness and uncomfortable, but please give me sometimes. I need to change it be a peace smile. =) I am not deliberately because i really not that kind of girl. Please accept my girl is such. I was not staring you but i was just looking at what u do. I am quiet because i know that i can't be too over because i know sometimes u can't accept with what i said. I just don't want to make anyone become sad so i don't like and scared for talking too much. I like to have a friends or even buddies like u guys and i promised that i won't be emo when i was sick all better. I am sure that i am not a sad girl, perhaps i cannot afford to make me feel sick. I do not want to say something，i just want to be frank only.

suddenly...

hahaha~~~~~ i look back to the "i need a girl" video. Suddenly i cant imagine that what will be the image when all of us dance a perfect combined dance.. hahaha!!!

today.

Had a meeting at Sabrina's house today. lols. Laugh die me. Had a great and funny day with them today. But who are them??? Want know??? I tell u....me, Sabrina, Wei Wei. Pei Er, Kah Heng, Kevin, Nelson and Nicholas. =))) They let me know that i am going to have a memorable camp in this year. =) We always played together and all the scouts were always bully our guides. =))) *just kidding* Bully is our communicate ways. =) Look so different right??? Good la. We practised our guides dance, scouts dance and of course combined dance today. Laugh die me again. =D We have four pair in this combined dance and we are dancing the song which is our lovely idol's song name as "i need a girl". Go watch the movie if u are free please. Every dance steps is close to each other. Everyone felt so shy from the start and luckily we felt more comfortable and starting to play and dance with each other. =)) haha. The four pairs which is Kah Heng vs Sabrina, Kevin vs Pei Er, Wei Wei vs Nicholas and Me vs Nelson. lols. The Nelson dont know want how punya. When we were dancing, he keep on laughing. I want to take a thing and stuck on his mouth. It make me laugh non stop when i look he laugh. lols. If u is me, I believe u will have the same expression with me too. haha!!! lols. Having a meeting on tomorrow at Sabrina's house again. =))) I am waiting for great day and we will start our banner tomorrow. =))) Btw, i want to complain a thing which is why the meeting time so long one??? From 10.30am until 7pm. =((( I am a sicker u know. Haha. Nvm. I am going gym after meeting also. Who want to floow me??? =)))

3 November

Totally forget to update my blog yesterday. =))) because really too tired d. sorry. =/ Yesterday had a meeting near kevin and pei er's house there. lols. Actually both of them live damm close d. Then after my school, I, Sabrina and Nicholas went to Kamdar and Young One to buy the banner's cloth and pelaka by bus. lols. Actually our beloved Ul should be following one, but maybe was let me kek tiok then he go back before the bus come. haha. sorry and please forget about it , UL. On the way back to the meeting's place, let the "siao ta po" chased me and Sabrina. Scared die me man. A lot of photo was taking during we were waiting the bus at the Prangin Bus Station. =))) It was raining yesterday. i thought that i will be nothing after get rain but mana tau, fever in the morning. My mum dint even scold me also. But my friend was scolding me. lalalala~~~ nhahah. They look like my mum and i am a baby. =))))))))) waiting for tomorrow meeting d. should be more fun . =0)

gossip!!!

wow!!! today i went for meeting and had nothing to do there. just wait for our beloved UL there until everyone want siao d. then slowly we started gossip about the Kah Heng which is our beloved UL. hahahaa. He must let us gossip a while because this is his hukuman. haha. sorry yea. our beloved UL. =)))

wedding dress. =)))

(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile

huh!!!

lols. i went to sab's house for practised the guides dance just now. when we were practising until syok syok , suddenly got two unknown press the bell. so we went down and tried to see who is that. mana tau..... get shocked man!!!

lols. what a down day for me again. today had a meeting at Ke Yin's house. it was raining heavily also. i also what that i say. sorry laa~~~ will be update again tomorrow. bye!!!

down + happy = siao.

i felt so down today. i also don't know what happened to me also. =( today, Ke Yin, Pei Er, Wei Wei, Kah Heng, Kevin and Nicholas came my house for a meeting again. lols. Every time meeting also started with kap kap kap one leh. I also don't know why. We planned all the thing and in the end suggest that skip school tomorrow again!!! Hahaha!!! Tomorrow will be going Ke Yin's house for a meeting from 10am until whatever u want. =) lol. trust me. combined dance will be planning tomorrow. take a lot photo at today also, but also still must wait to out photo women to sent me the picture. =) sorry.

the second closing. =)

Ke Yin and I was skipped school today and went to mcd for a meeting. Actually our meeting time is at 10am one, mana tau the UL suddenly msg me and told me that can we delay our time to 1.30pm??? then I already reached at mcd le still need to walk back and walk come mcd again at 1.30pm. Then u know where was my UL went?? He went to gym with his friend!!!! What can i say??? He UL what. Have a lot of photo today but the photo women not yet sent me the photo so have to wait!!!!

Our first time. )

I went to Penang Free School for our first Traplex meeting today.The meeting started around 1pm and finished at 3.30pm. When we were meeting, we discussed a lot of thing such as the tower gateway, banner, dance, logbook, blog and so on. It is a lot of thing are waiting us to do it. I felt so nervous before i go but i have a good feeling when i am back. *peace* The meeting is still waiting for us and my second meeting will be held on tomorrow. So fast man. I think i should skip my school and go MCD for a meeting tomorrow. My school was combined with Unit 2 and the UL is Kah Heng.I think have 5 scouts included the UL. Below is our combined photo. =)

Not everyone look nice here. =)

The photo of Unit 2's members.


Our UL => Kah Heng


Scouts 1 => Kevin Lee aka Pricillia's bf


Scouts 2 => Aaron Chew


Scouts 3 => Nicholas Yeap



Scouts 4 => Adrian Wong

i am back.

finally i am back from Singapore. skipped my school about 4days like that. don't know whether my friends and the teacher got miss me anot??? hahaha. *thick face* i am sorry to my friends because i dint buy anything for u guys. i am busy and promised will buy for u guys when i go to Hong Kong during the holiday okay??? =) have take a lot photo during free time but i just will upload i few only because most of them is too ugly for me. =D sorry yea.

yeah!!!!

i think i need to apologize to sarah d. i scolded her today for the movie. =( i am sorry about that cause i really cannot control my emotion that time. ='( the whole gang will be out to gurney tomorrow for the celebration of the PMR. i know that we are late but that was really lack of time for us. we delayed it and we promised that we will enjoyed ourselves tomorrow. *stupid laugh* Fanny Pah, Sabrina Chee, Kimberly Wong, Pey Shan, Peh Khim, Wing Keh, Wan Yan, Cai Xian, Xin Yi, ME and the other childish boy. =) i will show u who are the two childish boy with the photo tomorrow. =) unfortunately because of the movie and time so Sarah and Chia Lynn is not going for the celebration. we are sorry about that. we are sure that we will be going out again next time. more photo will be upload tomorrow night. =) [minyi sentence: you must scold your friend if she dont want listend your words. *kidding =D*

yeah!!!!

i think i need to apologize to sarah d. i scolded her today for the movie. =( i am sorry about that cause i really cannot control my emotion that time. ='( the whole gang will be out to gurney tomorrow for the celebration of the PMR. i know that we are late but that was really lack of time for us. we delayed it and we promised that we will enjoyed ourselves tomorrow. *stupid laugh* Fanny Pah, Sabrina Chee, Kimberly Wong, Pey Shan, Peh Khim, Wing Keh, Wan Yan, Cai Xian, Xin Yi, ME and the other childish boy. =) i will show u who are the two childish boy with the photo tomorrow. =) unfortunately because of the movie and time so Sarah and Chia Lynn is not going for the celebration. we are sorry about that. we are sure that we will be going out again next time. more photo will be upload tomorrow night. =) [minyi sentence: you must scold your friend if she dont want listend your words. *kidding =D*

finally!!!!!

finally i am back to my normal life. i tell u...everyday study in front of the book really not my style...i prefer hang out with friends more. bwahahahaha!!!!! but i promised that i will study harder for my form4 and form5... i cant said that i am sure i will take an A in the pmr... but i can said that i really try my best already. a lot of picture will be upload in the continue weeks. going to watch my movie d. bye!!!

faster!!!

finally, i uploaded a new post again d. =) but i havent finish my PMR yet. i am still in the middle. =D still left 3 papers. that is mathes, KH and chinese. after that, i will be free at all. i want go study again d. =( tuesday will be upload a lot post. =) bye!

our gathering during holiday.

we hold our gathering during holiday at 7/9 in "the king of steamboat". bwahahaha. we look each other because we miss each other so much. everyone is trying to work harder at home so that can get full As in PMR. we dint hang out to gurney or even any activities in school also. =( and this gathering also is a celebration party for sarah's birthday also. =) everyone was sweating when eating. i took a lot of picture during that time. the picture will be upload on facebook soon and some special picture was chosen for my blog. =) ans i now just realise that inside my camera, dint have my photo one. so lucky. haha. ah! i want to apologize to lynn and keh keh also. haha. because they asked me dont put the picture but, good things must be share to the other people. =) i am sorry. and! remind u guys. under 140cm is more cheaper. so if u are 155cm, please be shorter. =) *epecially for someone*

happy belated birthday to sarah!

first i would like to wish sarah happy birthday again. second, i would like to share the card that i do for her now. hahahah. i admit myself that it is nice and 3D. *hiak hiak hiak hiak* i will shoe u the picture. and remember, if u want i do the card for u, please line up from the penang bridge cause the poeple already line up at there even more than that. =) third, i would like to show u that my dear and i bought what present for sarah lee jia song. it was a bottle and adidas new bottle. pink colour is my favourite colour. si my dear bought for her dint buy for me. hng! hate her. *shh. dont tell her* happy baletid barthdey.